Esbara'kesh's Page

View my page on Secret Order of Azathoth View my page on MySatan View my page on Daemonolatry Space View my page on 352 I'm a veteran of Paganism, new to demonolatry. Introduced to Wicca in middleschool, I drifted from that to Odinism, (different than Astratu), Satanism, Luciferianism, Shamanism, and then being a Chaot (chaoist?). Im starting to learn about Demonolatry, and I just feel a connection with it due to some past experiances with demons and my point of view that lacks black and white, but full of shades of grey. Like a Chaot, I took what worked from all my past religions, and discarded the rest. Most of my spells are done with sigils, meditation, and LOTS of visualization.. I use very little "props". Though raised as a Catholic, my father taught me that magick IS real, so I never really had that psychological barrier that some people had to break. So I guess you can say I was raised around magick. I have two cats, Lilly(Lillith) and Lucy (Lucifer), three counting my 16 year old cat Bud, who lives with my mother. My wife belives in various spirits, but wants nothing to do with ANY religion. She supports anything i do, "as long as nothing comes after her!" hehe. I like camping, hiking, movies, and whatever else seems fun at the moment. My Cult of Cthulhu forum (http://cocthulhu.proboards105.com/)name is EldrichScorpius, my ofs-demonolatry forum (http://ofssacerdos.proboards66.com/)name is CrimsonScorpion. I am a VERY proud scorpio. I am now a Herald of the Old Gods! Ok, enough rambling about me...